she says its time for us to be together we both be madly in love with each other to not let go for anyone but the days when she is not around the days when i need a shoulder to lean on, i go to that one little girl who i met this summer, my girlfriend says she feels the best around me she says she is loved i trust her with my life but one thing always creeps me out, its the girl i know, the girl who has the best smile, best eyes, yet my heart flutters for my girl so why is my heart beat rise when i talk to her?
I met her in the same way everyone meet,
She came close to me day by day to be my reason to breathe.
i choose her as the one i want to be with forever,
but why does this new girl comes in between my forever.
why does she makes me like i am the best?
why am i so me around her?
my girlfriend says she loves me,
i do say i love her back,
but when i say the word love why her face pops in my mind?
have my feelings started to change?
have i fallen for the new girl i let in my life.
if is it so why does my heart still ache to beside my girlfriend and kiss her hard,
what am i even doing?
why cant i let one of them go?
why has one become my heartbeat and other my reason to breathe,
good lord have i done so right to get such beautiful people in my life?
oh lord what have i done so wrong to have the urge to keep them both and call them mine
why heart why?
-Ricky Parker
