Monday 23 March 2015

14: I ever want.

Tear drops rolling from my eye
You're leaving now,
And I have to wave you goodbye.
You have the hopeful smile in your face
Which says we will meet again,
But I can see that sadness in you for leaving me.
It's not love? If it was will you ever go
Tragedies make the life interesting people say,
But nobody said that it hurts like hell when you're in that situation.
The scar near your chin,
The Hazel eyes which look into mine,
Will I ever see them again?

(Chorus)
If I ever get one wish
One wish that I can ask for
I will wanna die in your arms.
See those eyes,
The one which is breaking everything inside me
Cause you're the only thing I ever want.

It's been a day since you left,
But it feels like years,
And I want to just see you now.
I miss you teasing me,
I miss your notorious smile.  I miss everything about you,
But I am thinking will I be every able to say this to you?
You're in the flight now,
Flying away to your destiny
Which is far away from me.
I want to stop will all my might,
But I know it won't ever help you out
I am waiting now for the years to pass by
So I could just see you one more time.

(Chorus)
If I ever get one wish
One wish that I can ask for
I will wanna die in your arms.
See those eyes,
The one which is breaking everything inside me
Cause you're the only thing I ever want.

You say you reached the place now
You say you miss me a lot and need me there now.
I don't know what to do,
You message me ages later,
Ask me to look at those
 Those stars which we used to see together,
I run out of my house,
And realise you have gone so far that it's day here
And night there,
To make you happy i say,
Yes they're beautiful, the stars are amazing.
I lied to make you happy while I am just dying here,
Do you even realise that?

(Chorus)
If I ever get one wish
One wish that I can ask for
I will wanna die in your arms.
See those eyes,
The one which is breaking everything inside me
Cause you're the only thing I ever want.

It's almost an year now,
That you moved to the place, you called back after months.
You say you love the place,
You got new friends,
You got a new life where I am just a person who you text,
But have you ever realised?
How much I changed when you're not here.
You say that you miss me,
But now I know you say it to make me feel good.
You have reached your destiny,
Where I am not that person you want to be with,
I knew the bitter truth all along,
You cut the call thinking I am just jealous of your new life,
I don't say anything
You don't realise all I ever wanted was you.


  (Chorus)
If I ever get one wish
One wish that I can ask for
I will wanna die in your arms.
See those eyes,
The one which is breaking everything inside me
Cause you're the only thing I ever want.

It's been ten years,
Since you left,
Now you're just a dark past of mine,
It's like I don't even know you now.
But the hope inside me never
Stops,
I became what I always wanted to be,
But I don't

Feel satisfied cause you're not around.
I am waiting for you to come around,
But you're still not here.
I am forty five now,
Doctors say I am gonna die in five days,
Maybe I will die without seeing you again.
Oh almighty,  I really did have beautiful life but you're the one thing,
I would always regret,

(Chorus)
If I ever get one wish
One wish that I can ask for
I will wanna die in your arms.
See those eyes,
The one which is breaking everything inside me
Cause you're the only thing I ever want.

I am in my death bed and everyone who I knew is around
Except you,
I am dying please be here I want to die in your arms
I am dead now my soul is about to fly,
I see you now in my dead body,
The ghost of you sobbing for my death,
Later do I realise,
You died before me,
But I will live with your ghost my whole life,
I loved my death as it lead me to you,
Cause now I can say to you that I love you a lot.
~Ricky Parker

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