Thursday 2 April 2015

The Door :3

You're knocking on the door again
Saying it's the last time
You will ever be with me
Yet asking me to see you
One last time
I am here inside my room
Asking you to go away,
The sound of the door cracking
Is heard by everyone,
The neighbours are peeping out
Gossiping about us,
Yet you're standing outside still
With so much patience,
Which makes me cry more

I wait for you to go
Yet you're standing outside
Like a statue which can't be moved
My heart just starts beating harder
My breathe is going high
Yet I don't open the door,
It now feels like,
I am in a cage where
You're trying to save me
Yet I don't wanna be saved.

The rain is pouring so hard
Lighting is striking everything down,
Everyone is rushing to a safe place
Yet you're standing here
In front  of the door
Knocking again and again
Waiting for me to open
But baby I want you to know
That  I am the person
 who you  would never
See again.


You're waiting for such a long time
Now many eons have pasYou're knocking on the door again
Saying it's the last time
You will ever be with me
Yet asking me to see you
One last time
I am here inside my room
Asking you to go away,
The sound of the door cracking
Is heard by everyone,
The neighbours are peeping out
Gossiping about us,
Yet you're standing outside still
With so much patience,
Which makes me cry more

I wait for you to go
Yet you're standing outside
Like a statue which can't be moved
My heart just starts beating harder
My breathe is going high
Yet I don't open the door,
It now feels like,
I am in a cage where
You're trying to save me
Yet I don't wanna be saved.

The rain is pouring so hard
Lighting is striking everything down,
Everyone is rushing to a safe place
Yet you're standing here
In front  of the door
Knocking again and again
Waiting for me to open
But baby I want you to know
That  I am the person
 who you  would never
See again.


You're waiting for such a long time
Now many eons have passed by,
We both haven't ate anything since that day,
Or even drank a sip of water
Yet we both survive like immortals.
I try to get up and leave,
Leave the door and go to some other place
But your love is holding me back.
I think to open this door
End your pain,
But then you would leave
That thought haunts me.

Are you being selfish or selfless dear?
Cause all we both can feel is the effect of
The painful love we share,
I wait for you to stop knocking,
And just leaving me without
A sad goodbye,
Lots of people gather around you,
Asking you if you have gone mad.
Why won't you leave me now?
After all if I open the door
You're gonna go anyway,
You don't answer and keep on knocking
I am here keep on hopping you would stop someday,

The earthquake is shaking the land
The flood is destroying everything.
Everyone is rushing to a safe place
Yet you're standing here
In front  of the door
Knocking again and again
Waiting for me to open
But baby I want you to know
That I am the person
 who you  would never
See again.

Your hands are full of scars now,
Blood is rushing out from every part of your body,
Eagles are flying  above you
Waiting to eat the flesh out of you,
Yet you stand out like a brave warrior
Fighting the door for years,
I am helpless, my heart is aching badly
I want to run to you now
Hold you close let my tears heal your every pain,
Let my kiss wash every sorrow in your life,
But I am holding myself because
Of one selfish thought.

The day has come,
When angels come for me,
To take me away to the heavens
Away from you,
I want you to break the door now,
But you're just knocking
Wanting me to let you in for a last time
The angels are even crying seeing you.
What have I done to you?
Why did I ever make you go through everything.

The satan is coming for your soul
The gods are asking you to come to them, be one among them.
Yet you're standing here
In front  of the door
Knocking again and again
Waiting for me to open
But baby I want you to know
That I am the person
 who you  would never
See again.

For the one last time I say I love you,
And close my eyes.
The door breaks now but you break with it.
Your body is shattered like broken piece of glass,
The eagles  which wanted to feast on you
Are bowing down to you now,
I see a soul floating past me saying
I Met you at last, now it's my time to go.
I don't know how I should feel,
I wave you goodbye,
And always have this memory stapled to my soul

That even after every difficulty
Even after me asking you to leave
Your hazel eyes turning to red because of the blood rushing out from them,
You could have left without seeing me
It wouldn't have done anything to you.

Yet you were standing here
In front  of the door
Knocking again and again
Waiting for me to open
But baby I didn't,
You were the one who broke
Every barrier of my life
With your honesty
That you left making a huge trace
In my wretched soul.

Let's meet again someday
But this time you won't have to suffer
Cause this time I would never
Let you leave me.
~Ricky Parker




sed by,
We both haven't ate anything since that day,
Or even drank of water
Yet we both survive like immortals.
I try to get up and leave,
Leave the door and go to some other place
But your love is holding me back.
I think to open this door
End your pain,
But then you would leave
That thought haunts me.

Are you being selfish or selfless dear?
Cause all we both can feel is the effect of
The painful love we share,
I wait for you to stop knocking,
And just leaving me without
A sad goodbye,
Lots of people gather around you,
Asking you if you have gone mad.
Why won't you leave me now?
After all if I open the door
You're gonna go anyway,
You don't answer and keep on knocking
I am here keep on hopping you would stop someday,

The earthquake is shaking the land
The flood is destroying everything.
Everyone is rushing to a safe place
Yet you're standing here
In front  of the door
Knocking again and again
Waiting for me to open
But baby I want you to know
That I am the person
 who you  would never
See again.

Your hands are full of scars now,
Blood is rushing out from every part of your body,
Eagles are flying  above you
Waiting to eat the flesh out of you,
Yet you stand out like a brave warrior
Fighting the door for years,
I am helpless, my heart is aching badly
I want to run to you now
Hold you close let my tears heal your every pain,
Let my kiss wash every sorrow in your life,
But I am holding myself because
Of one selfish thought.

The day has come,
When angels come for me,
To take me away to the heavens
Away from you,
I want you to break the door now,
But you're just knocking
Wanting me to let you in for a last time
The angels are even crying seeing you.
What have I done to you?
Why did I ever make you go through everything.

The satan is coming for your soul
The gods are asking you to come to them, be one among them.
Yet you're standing here
In front  of the door
Knocking again and again
Waiting for me to open
But baby I want you to know
That I am the person
 who you  would never
See again.

For the one last time I say I love you,
And close my eyes.
The door breaks now but you break with it.
Your body is shattered like broken piece of glass,
The eagles  which wanted to feast on you
Are bowing down to you now,
I see a soul floating past me saying
I Met you at last, now it's my time to go.
I don't know how I should feel,
I wave you goodbye,
And always have this memory stapled to my soul

That even after every difficulty
Even after me asking you to leave
Your hazel eyes turning to red because of the blood rushing out from them,
You could have left without seeing me
It wouldn't have done anything to you.

Yet you were standing here
In front  of the door
Knocking again and again
Waiting for me to open
But baby I didn't,
You were the one who broke
Every barrier of my life
With your honesty
That you left making a huge trace
In my wretched soul.

Let's meet again someday
But this time you won't have to suffer
Cause this time I would never
Let you leave me.
~Ricky Parker




3 comments:

  1. Oh my god this is the most beautiful thing I've ever read! THAT STORY! OH GOD it brought tears to my eyes!!! Heart wrenching and beautiful at the same time! I LOVE IT!

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